Today I finally can get out of mai house again.Staying at home can go crazy sometimes?Depends.Well erm.ya.Went out with Shafiq today to Lot1 to do our hmk together and mum.haiss.Called him.Question him.See.The trust. .He's a Obvious there isn't any.Well anyways as long as I get to do my homework.Did whole day of english.Shaafiq's mother came for a while to check on us and to pass shafiq his money to buy food and stuff.She seems nice.She trusts him.Well ahem.ya.That's about it.Tmr most probably going to school to continue with my hmk.This time Dii is there.Yay!Long tyme no see her.hugggies ferr her.my bestie.man.dunno wad happpen to our study group.Esa esa.haiss.seems like she is driffting.hmm.well.ya.A few more days left when I'm in Australia.=)

Today I had to get my visa for me to go to Aus.So I met my dad at Jurong at 12 then we went down to bugis to a travel agency.There was no package thingy so my dad decided to go down to chinatown after our lunch to find one more travel agency over there.This tyme it came with a package.So it's decided that I will be leaving for Aus on 20 or 21.Yepp.Coming back on the 25th.One day before school starts.Just like my last hols.Came back so close to school re-open.Dunno why either.hehe.Well yeah.After getting the visa then I went with my dad to far east to get some ties for my brother.Then after that wanted to watch a movie but then last min dad decided not to then had to watch the movie myself.Seems so weird sitting there watching a movie by myself.Usually go with friends.but yeah.din mind at all.The show was funni.Ish been a long tyme since I watched a comedy.finally a comedy movie comes out.hehe.Well after the show went to haf dinner with my dad and his friends at Wisma.Then soon after went home by cab.Expecting mum to be home but she wasn't.Sure she'll ask questions again.sigh.Suppose to go out with some friends but din because had to collect visa.Then she doesn't even know in the end I went out with my dad instead of my friends.sigh.Then tmr suppose to go Sentosa wit shafiq,dii, esa and myself to do hmk and ferr shafiq and esa to do their malay project however it seems that Esa can't go and dii is hard to get thru to her.Yah.So me and shafiq decided if tmr dii say cannot then me and him just go somewhere and do our hmk.Just like last tyme.During our exam period.Intense studying sia.me and him.ha ha.but then tmr really have to start focusing on studies.can't play around.Cannot slack.So ya.Suppose to ask my mum whether can go out tmr or nt.Later she says I can only go out for two hours.However I think I'll come home later than that because I just want to complete my homework.You think two hours is enuf?definetly not.Wish she could see that I never do play around that much.Dunno how to make her see that.She seriously doesn't trust me and even my maid,yani.Even ask me whether I was really with my dad when I called her to tell her I not coming home for dinner .Had to put the phone near my dad's voice to hear.sigh.Dun get them.I just wish I can get back to my previous lifestyle.So convenient for me.It seems to work for me.Dunno why she has to change it.sigh.this whole week commiting myself to completing my hmk and studies.Don't think she'll let me go everyday but i just can't seem to study at home.not my studying environment.Well if she doesn't let me then i'll bring shafiq over and she'll see.but dun think she even wants me to bring boys back to the house.gosh.Ish so difficult now.Nevermind.I can handle it.Like I always do to all my problems.-on my own.once again. ......... why dun she trust me?

YES!My mum allows me to go to Australia with dad.YAY! So so happi. but going with my dad?So weird.Rather go with mum.I wish at the end of the year we could go on a holiday like she said.but that all depends.Why din Australia have snow?It'll be so much fun if there was.yupps.Well today is extremely boring.Been thinking a lot lately about myself.How do I change my life to make my life a better one?Just like my brother in Australia.Life's really good ferr him and I wish my life to be steady just like his.I just want to focus on my studies but something is bothering me.I dunno how to explain.haiss.I got a study group but then I think we are just slacking real bad.Hope to study with them soon.Sigh.I need motivation to study.haiss.I'll find it soon after.If nobody tells me wad to do.Reflecting.Need to concentrate on my studies.

Woke up this morning and mum left and I realized today was the 12th.Last month on this day something special happen to me.I'll always treasure it and hold it dear to me.That will just have to remain in my memory.That will do.yes!=)120506.That day.well I shan't say anymore to make it to obvious.

Msg to that one special person:Hopefully you can see that forgivness is the key to all happiness and also don't try to pretend and deny reality.Well that's my message to that person.That's all.

Well I guess that sums it up.I have nothing to say.I also might be going to Aus in a few days time to see my brother.To celebrate his 21st b'day.I can't believe it man.He's an adult.Time sure flies but I can't wait to see him.Gib him a kiss and a BIG huggie.=) hax hax. Hope mum lets me go with Dad to go to Aus.

For ystd.It was a boring day as well.Hoping to go out with my mum and spent tyme with her but I guess she is too busy with her work.It's okay.Next tyme.Then erm in the night I went with Dad.He ar.Always don't like wad I wear out.I just wore causal wear.Skirt and a shirt.haiz.Then he even went to buy mii a long sleeve blouse.hmm.Hate it when that happens.Anyways after that watch x-men.the last stand. with him.The show was okay not that bad.A lot of pple say not worthied but it's okay to me. Serioulsy nothing much happens around the house.Trying to get back my homework from my god-bro so I can faster finish it.Then I have smth to do.Getting real boring.Can't wait ferr school to start.

The other day(Thursday) I went out with Terin,Fiq and Shamii to Causeway Point to watch a scary movie.'The Omen'. I expected the movie to be more scary but after coming out from the cinema I realized that actually it wasn't scary at all but it was fun to watch with them.The thrill.Well after the movie they played arcade.I dindn't because my hand injured. So I didn't spent a single cent on arcade. Well after arcade we walked around a bit and then went home. Expected my mum to be back home already but she wasn't.=(That was Thursday.

I'm actually blogging this after I have eaten my dinner on a Saturday. Quite late at 9 because whole day went for NDP training. Very tiring. Felt like fainting just now but then I endure and I made it through!yay!Had to eat sweets so that my concentration will be focus on that sweet.Sounds weird but it helps. Over there.They kept feeding us with food.wow.Never been so full in one day before.Just constanly eating and eating. yup! Ha ha.The officer kept on saying I his sister. wahahax. Then he always call me sister.ahh.Ha ha.Well anyways NDP is over.Suppose to go out with my dad but I guess he wants to go out with me tomorrow but then I'll be with my mum so I think I'll just put it off to another day.Probably gonna give me another lecture.Haiss.

Mum confiscated my handphone because my bill was so high.$80. and to think I'm paying for my own bill.So really what's the use of taking.I already told her to cut off the line so I don't have to worry much but don't think she's cutting.If the two year plan finishes which is next year Jan.I don't think I want to continue with another two more years.Probably gonna exceed my limit then confiscate my handphone again and I don't want that to happen. I'll just save my money and buy my own thing.So I dont have to worry.haiss.Gonna take me forever but I'll be paitient.It's worthied in the end.Well besides that.Mum gave me a lecture too.She keeps on thinking I have a bf and that I hang out with Malay boys (all the tyme).Don't think she trust me in what I do. She's not here all the tyme to monitor me and so she thinks that way. I just dunno why she thinks that way.I've done nothing wrong so far and my grades have improved.I'm really happy that my grades have improved but don't think she notices the improvement.It's okay.Only when I get NUMBER ONE.Then she'll be proud of me.=!.Sigh.Nevermind.I must be paitient in everything.Good things will come in the end.

once again it happen.click publish got error again.hiya.hiya.well basically I was blogging about my camp I just attended.Camp challenge 2006.It wasn't as bad as i thought.Quite fun actualli!=)I dun regret going.I hope the next camp challenge would be even more fun!I'm sure it would bii.

Day1: I went to camp christine with great reluctance.I just din wish to bii there at all.My bag was heavy and I just din haf the mood ferr anything.Today was extremly boring 'cuz had to set up the tent and build gadgets.It was quite tiring already. That pretty much took the day. So lyke ya. At night was the best la. hehe. We were the onli school in the west div. to make so much noise. We couldn't help it man. We were so carried away with our Singapore Idol thingy. We were practising ferr it ferr the audition for the campfire.The guider had came in like several tymes scolding us away.ha ha.it was damm funni. all laughing away after that.

Day 2: I still had that reluctance in mii but it all faded away soon after.'cuz the activity ferr this day was damm fun. Had to go all arnd Singapore. smth like amazing race. hehe. So lyke ya.clark quay,Tanjong pagar, Esplanade, National Library. [all so fun]. running here and there. hehe. The best thing was that we din haf ta bii in camp. haha. This took the whole day. went back to camp super duper tired.cause i think I walked quite a lot of distance.even in the bus i was sleeping while the rest was all still so active. We also had our campfire item audition.and we got thru!!onli our school represented the west div.So it was a honour.Well this night we were less quieter cause we found out that actuali the guiders camp was two tents away from us. Ya.and I had to faster sleep if not some people snoring away again which wouldn't allow mii to sleep. but too late. Felicia. snore so loudly that she wake up everyone except ferr the person next to her.Man. She power la. Took me a while to sleep once again.Shudd have brought my mp3 so that can block out all snoring noises.wahahx

Day 3: Ferr today all had different activities.I was in outdoor cooking which is one of my fave thing. I so love it. hehe. but because of outdoor cooking kena hand injury. Stupidd. Kind of hard to do things when both my hand is swollen.My right hand is not so bad as my left but then my left. irrating. So hard to carry things.hmm. well ya. after outdoor i stink off smoke. eek. then like later in the day got more games to play.which was fun.hax hax. cldn't wait to bathe.hehe.and lyke ya.after i got refresh. We had our campfire. Even though got hand injury,it din stop mii from doing my campfire item thingy.Our school was doing a camp idol.and like ya.so paisei.'cuz ferr mii I had to do this silly banana dance.Fun sia.even though i made a fool of myself. made some pple laugh .hax hax. CAmpfire was great! the last night had finally arrive. and this was the first tyme all my other members all sept so fast.even mii. No chatting.just slept.so peaceful.Still got pple snoring away.but I guess I was too tired and doze off alredii.

Day4:This morning woke up straight away pack bag. So happi that the day has come that I can go home but also I din want to go home cause the camp was very fun n to leave liddat.hiya.well ya anyways.later in day. strike down camp.and i had to wash the bloody toilet.but in the end quite fun.cause use the hose splash splash.whee.hehe.I was the one holding the dettol in my hand so everywhere i went i just poured it eerywhere.I think i put too much dettol everywhere.But then after that the toilet smelt dettol.no bad smell. which is a good thing.well ya.after that. we had a de-brief. and it was dam fun.cause got to bii with all the west div. once again.then went home. =)

overall i enjoyed this camp so much. the fun I had was the best. =) and I pretty much noe the west div much better. can't wait to see them once again on west div. day. really bonded. overall this camp was a great experience. Luckilly I went ferr this. and now after the camp.I'm just tired. who's not?yupp.so i guess that's abt it. One day to regain back my energy. and i'll bii fine again. I not sure whether I missed out anything abt the camp.All i noe is I had so much fun.=)

I just finish packing my bag.Finally!!So I'm all prepared ferr camp now.Wish I din haf ta go.but no choice.3 nights away from home.I'll miss my comforts of my home, my com,tv and bed!hehe. well Today I went ferr my dance prac.like I said.I din really lyke the song.but I go with anything.So if that's the song.Then it is.The dance steps?argh.Haf ta come up with it.hmm.I feel lyke backing out of this dance because I seriously dun feel ferr this dance and etc.(not gonna say.)ya.but I love dance.and I'm in it.and I hate to back out of something I start.so I guess.It's like this.yupp. I hang out with my classmates/dance members at mac after the dance prac. It was so funni.The boys ar.So naughty.Mix the ice-cream lyke one kind.ha ha."the different ways to eat ice-cream".wahahax.Shamii treat us all ice-cream.and it amounted to lyke.$3 worth of 50 cent ice-cream.hehe.It was just so damm fun.the things we did.after that I actually was suppose to be back in school ferr the camp meeting.but I wasn't bothered and I din go. I had to pass shamii his malay hmk.So aloy,fabian and shamii went to my house.chill at my house ferr lyke one hour then go home.They all ar.talk crap.haha.I was lyke in and out of sleep at the sofa while they were talking among themselves.haxhax.Then they soon went home.and so I sent them off.Then went back to the sofa and continued my sleep.I was tired.So I just slept.until 4 smth?and in between that tyme.So manii pple disturb mii.Calling mii.smsing mii.I din bother man.Haf ta like put silent mode everytyme.and stuff.So once again.In and out of sleep.So ya after I woke up.I packed my bag.and now I'm here.bloggin away.dreading the camp.dun realli want tmr to come round.I always tire myself out during camps.and the conditions.eek.haiss.can't take it.but somehow manage to survive thru.and that's a good thing. well *sobs.I'll stop bloggin here.camp!begins.4 DAYS 3 NIGHTS.